Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Welcome Home MOM


PRAISE GOD MY MOM IS HOME. Lord thank you for the love and mercy you have shown my mom, lord even though i walked and talked with non beleivers these last 2 weeks in the hospital i knew you were there with me and hearing me cry out to you on a daily basis in that hospital lord right now i ask that you would convict these hearts and sture these hearts and help them to understand it was you that healed my mom and not the LDS men who came to give her a blessing O BROTHER . LORD i LOVE YOU AND THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING AND I MEAN EVERYTHING AMEN

Monday, September 29, 2008

Letting Go


Gripping arms so tight The security i have inside Knowing what is right Holding onto my cry Letting Go Of the things i hold so dear Letting Go Of all my pain and all my fears Letting Go Of the Things i hold so dear Letting Go Of all my pain and all my fears I have been brought to a place Where i want to give up everything Where all i can do is seek your face The brokenness i will bring Letting Go Of the things i hold so dear Letting Go Of all my pain and all my fears Letting Go Of the Things i hold so dear Letting Go Of all my pain and all my fears holding onto the things i deem so strong Holding on even though i know ive held on too long Letting Go Letting Go Of the things i hold so dear Letting Go Of all my pain and all my fears Letting Go Of the Things i hold so dear Letting Go Of all my pain and all my fears Of all my pain and all my fears Letting Go. JEREMY CAMP
The artist that wrote this song is Jeremy Camp he is a christian artist and i love everything he sings, this song has been a very uplifting song and to tell you the truth it encouraged me to let go of everything i was holding onto i had alot of pain and alot of fears and when i started realy trusting god i felt all my burdens getting lighter and lighter and to be honest i dont have much to worry about anymore god has been there the whole time and i just want to thank god for his love and mercy. I LOVE YOU GOD AND THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING I HAVE IN MY LIFE AND THE GREAT THINGS THAT ARE TO COME AMEN

Sunday, September 21, 2008

God give us strength

As some of you know our family is going through a trial someone very close to me is in ICU at ST. Josephs hospital. A friend,Aunt,Cousin,sister in law, neice,Grandma,Wife, and most important my MOM, had a stroke, and she seezed up and is now on life support as i sit here my heart is crying out to god but i dont ask him why because i already know why this happened. The night i came home from work i was praising god and singing to him i come home to find my mom having a seisure and watching that was the scariest thing i have ever seen, this happened around 9 pm September 16th and the ambulance came and i stood there not knowing if my mom was going to live or die, my heart was broken so i drove as fast as i could to the hospital and it seemed like it took me forever to get there, but i got there and well the news they gave us was hurtful we thought she would be brain dead or dead you see she only had 30% of oxygen to her brain and they said that wasnt enough for her to live, so fineally at 3am we went to tucson and we have been there ever since she is on life support, has amonia, she is on a breathing machine, and her fever keeps coming back, The reason im telling this story is because me and my mom were not close at all we can never seem to get along, to tell you the truth im taking it the hardest, i havent left her side until now. Lord please give us the strength we need to get throught these days and forgive us of any sin lord let this experience be a testimony to those who dont know your word, lord we are trusting you and having the faith that no matter what the situation is you are going to pick us up and dust us off. Amen

Saturday, September 13, 2008

Strong Women

A strong woman works out every day to keep her body in shape,
But a woman of strength kneels in prayer to keep her soul in shape.

A strong woman isn't afraid of anything, but a woman of strength shows courage in the midst of fear.

A strong woman won't let anyone get the best of her.
But a women of strenth gives the best of herself to everyone.

A strong woman makes mistakes and avoids the same in the future.
A woman of strength realizes life's mistakes can also be god's blessings & capitalizes on them.

A strong woman walks sure footedly , but a woman of strength knows god will catch her when she falls.

A strong woman wears the look of confadence on her face, but a woman of strength wears grace.

A strong woman has faith that she is strong enough for the journey, But a woman of strength has faith that it is the journey that she will become strong.