Total Trust

I was just thinking today about how far god has brought me & christina, we are so blessed to have eachother and my sister told me something awhile back , and i just blew it off until today she told me that christina doesnt even know how lucky she is to have a mother like you, and its true i didnt grow up in a christian home i didnt know god until i was 18 and when things didnt go my way i turned away from god and my life was worse than ever, but when i asked god to forgive me my life changed so much i kicked bad habits and left everything in the past were it belongs, you see i changed because the LOVE of god came in me and took over my life i pray this prayer daily GOD I WANT TO BE THE GREATEST & BIGGEST DISCIPLE FOR YOU MAKE ME OR TAKE ME ANYWHERE YOU WANT BECAUSE YOU KNOW WHATS BEST FOR ME, i have total trust in god even when things are not going my way. you know god didnt promise easy days he just said it would be worth it in the end .