once again im a proud mommy

Once again my daughter has made me a proud mommy. My daughter has been working so hard at school she was learning how to do certain things you see they had to earn 6 feathers wich were learn how to tie your own shoes, learn your phone number, skip, your address, your birthday, and count to 30. My daughter earned all 6 and im so proud of her because she worked so hard and at times she wanted to give up , but we encouraged her and she succeded im so proud of her.

Our road trip

Well our road trip was a success it was fun and relaxing we saw luna lake , and we went on the cat walk wich was so beauty full. It was nice getting away and enjoying mommy time, but i did miss my daughter like crazy, I know every mom deserves a break to stop and smell the flowers and enjoy life. M e and my sister were talking and we both agreed on something that made since it seemed like lately our kids have been acting out and pretty much taking us for granted and well lets just say when i got home my daughter didnt want to leave my side she said she missed me so much that the next time i went anywere she is sure to go . I had fun and i got to stop and smell the flowers and enjoy gods creations.

whats been going on

I know i havent been blogging because once again my computer box blew up. So now im just updating what has been going on starting with christinas birthday and ending with halloween wich we didnt do much just passed out candy and dressed up.

Happy Birthday princess

HAPPY BIRTHDAY my beautiful blessing from god.

I LOVE you so much i cant believe you are 6 years old now

god bless you and i am looking to mant more years with you.

my poor baby

Today started out very calm and me praising god for another day until, my 5 year old decided she wanted to go with my mom and do some yard work while i went to church today, my mom turned her head for 1 minute and Christna dropped some cutting shears on her foot and cutt her foot wide open i carried her to the car and took her too the E.R boy was my heart pounding, when we got there the doctors cleaned her up and lets just say i almost wanted to scream it was so " gory" but i had to stay strong and tell her it wasnt that bad when all in all it was so gross. After Christinas foot was numb they started sowing her up she ended up with 8 stitches and a mommy to wait on her hand and foot. So please just keep my little angel in your prayers. GET WELL NINEE I LOVE YOU

worship time

"The Tongue can be a sharp sword"

Perhaps the greatest charity comes when we are kind to each other, when we don't judge or categorize someone else, when we simply give each other the benefit of the doubt or remain quiet. Charity is accepting someone's diferences, weaknesses, and shortcomings; having patience with someone who has let us down; or resisting the impulse to become offended when someone doesn't handle something the way we might have hoped. Charity is refusing to take advantage of another's weakness and being willing to forgive someone who has hurt us. Charity is expecting the best of eachother"



I typed this out today because my Pastor gave these out lastnight and well i was wondering why did he gave theseto everyone lasnight? I dint really get it and to be honest i would read it over and over and it started to make scence, and i liked the way it was explained to me and i just wanted to share this with everyone today.

Some more Awards

Thank You for my awards i LOVE them

I LOVE THIS MAN

I LOVE this man so much he has done so much for his children most are so greatful and love him and some dont even care. I was finishing up Matthew lastnigh and i began to cry in Matthew 27: 26-50 i cried because he went through so much pain and suffering for me and sometimes we all take advatage of that, i cry out to gad on a daily basses and tell him THANK YOU , because i know now that what he did was the most beautiful thing anyone can do for someone. i know that if he had to do it all over again he would . Jesus i just want to tell you im not ashamed of you and i dont care who knows that i love and trust you, you have allways been there when i felt at my lowest you were there to pick me up and dust me off. You loved me when i didnt love myself, and when i cried out to you, you listened and held me, lord when i gave you my heart and turned away you didnt give it back you kept it and waited patiently for me to come running back too you and held me and took care of me , you are now keeping me and watching over me, making sure i am safe and serving god with my whole heart , waiting patiently to see you face to face i love you my jesus and i want the whole world to know that i am soooooo in LOVE with you. LOVE YOUR DAUGHTER

Briana

MY SISTER

ok i just want to say that yes we are sisters and we are the best of friends and i wouldnt have it any other way this is my big sister and lets just say she is the one person i can turn to without any judegment towards me and i am blessed to have a big sister like her she is a strong women of god and a loving wife, mother, aunt and older sister i look up to my sister without a doubt she is the reason why i know jesus she never gave up on me even when i gave up on myself she still stood by my side and for that i will allways be thankful. so i just want you to know that i love you so much Marisa you are like a mother i never had and allways wanted Thank you.

LOVE

YOUR LIL SIS

my next hairstyle

ok this isnt me but i love this hairstyle and its going to be mine.

My spiritual grocery list

• I had a little bit of some Spiritual Shopping I had to do today......Care to join??List
  Bread- We are fortunate enough to have God give us our Daily Bread.
  3 lbs. of Love- To Show the people in my life the God has given me pounds and pounds of Love.
  1 pkg. of Salt- Salt is known to melt ice.....and at times there are some icy cries and tears that need to be melted away.
  1 Box of Band aids- To cover the Boo Boo's.
  1 Huge heaping of Faith- To know that under those band aids GOD is doing all the Healing of those booboo's.
  1 bag of Joy- To make every life moment Joyful.
  1 Humble Pie- Because Humbly we come before God to admit that we are sinner's.
  2 bushels of Peace- To know that Peace should always be with us, for the hand of God is always over us.
  A nice wonderful Sunday-To be able to go and worship my God with an open and willing heart.....These are the best kind of Sundays.
  HAPPY SHOPPING.......I got these at a bargain rate!!
  
  
  
  Ok sister i love this shopping list its awsome and i just wanted to put it on my blog because it inspired me and gave me a big huge smile on my face .

My first award

Thank you for my award Sister im so glad you love it .

Jesus loves you

Thats Right JESUS LOVES YOU.. Have a great day

Welcome Home MOM

PRAISE GOD MY MOM IS HOME. Lord thank you for the love and mercy you have shown my mom, lord even though i walked and talked with non beleivers these last 2 weeks in the hospital i knew you were there with me and hearing me cry out to you on a daily basis in that hospital lord right now i ask that you would convict these hearts and sture these hearts and help them to understand it was you that healed my mom and not the LDS men who came to give her a blessing O BROTHER . LORD i LOVE YOU AND THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING AND I MEAN EVERYTHING AMEN

Letting Go

Gripping arms so tight The security i have inside Knowing what is right Holding onto my cry Letting Go Of the things i hold so dear Letting Go Of all my pain and all my fears Letting Go Of the Things i hold so dear Letting Go Of all my pain and all my fears I have been brought to a place Where i want to give up everything Where all i can do is seek your face The brokenness i will bring Letting Go Of the things i hold so dear Letting Go Of all my pain and all my fears Letting Go Of the Things i hold so dear Letting Go Of all my pain and all my fears holding onto the things i deem so strong Holding on even though i know ive held on too long Letting Go Letting Go Of the things i hold so dear Letting Go Of all my pain and all my fears Letting Go Of the Things i hold so dear Letting Go Of all my pain and all my fears Of all my pain and all my fears Letting Go. JEREMY CAMP

The artist that wrote this song is Jeremy Camp he is a christian artist and i love everything he sings, this song has been a very uplifting song and to tell you the truth it encouraged me to let go of everything i was holding onto i had alot of pain and alot of fears and when i started realy trusting god i felt all my burdens getting lighter and lighter and to be honest i dont have much to worry about anymore god has been there the whole time and i just want to thank god for his love and mercy. I LOVE YOU GOD AND THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING I HAVE IN MY LIFE AND THE GREAT THINGS THAT ARE TO COME AMEN

God give us strength

As some of you know our family is going through a trial someone very close to me is in ICU at ST. Josephs hospital. A friend,Aunt,Cousin,sister in law, neice,Grandma,Wife, and most important my MOM, had a stroke, and she seezed up and is now on life support as i sit here my heart is crying out to god but i dont ask him why because i already know why this happened. The night i came home from work i was praising god and singing to him i come home to find my mom having a seisure and watching that was the scariest thing i have ever seen, this happened around 9 pm September 16th and the ambulance came and i stood there not knowing if my mom was going to live or die, my heart was broken so i drove as fast as i could to the hospital and it seemed like it took me forever to get there, but i got there and well the news they gave us was hurtful we thought she would be brain dead or dead you see she only had 30% of oxygen to her brain and they said that wasnt enough for her to live, so fineally at 3am we went to tucson and we have been there ever since she is on life support, has amonia, she is on a breathing machine, and her fever keeps coming back, The reason im telling this story is because me and my mom were not close at all we can never seem to get along, to tell you the truth im taking it the hardest, i havent left her side until now. Lord please give us the strength we need to get throught these days and forgive us of any sin lord let this experience be a testimony to those who dont know your word, lord we are trusting you and having the faith that no matter what the situation is you are going to pick us up and dust us off. Amen

Strong Women

A strong woman works out every day to keep her body in shape,
But a woman of strength kneels in prayer to keep her soul in shape.

A strong woman isn't afraid of anything, but a woman of strength shows courage in the midst of fear.

A strong woman won't let anyone get the best of her.
But a women of strenth gives the best of herself to everyone.

A strong woman makes mistakes and avoids the same in the future.
A woman of strength realizes life's mistakes can also be god's blessings & capitalizes on them.

A strong woman walks sure footedly , but a woman of strength knows god will catch her when she falls.

A strong woman wears the look of confadence on her face, but a woman of strength wears grace.

A strong woman has faith that she is strong enough for the journey, But a woman of strength has faith that it is the journey that she will become strong.

My Testimony

My name is Briana, and i am a single mom and here is my testimony i was 15 when i thought i found the guy i wanted to spend the rest of my life with i was so young i didnt even know what love was, and i wasnt raised in a christian home i didnt know i was sinning i didnt know anything about God. Well i got pregnant 7 months after being with christinas dad and my daughter was born October 28TH 2002 and i looked at her and knew it was going to be the 2 of us and sure enough 3 months after christina was born he left and came back left and came back for 4 years this happened, and while this was happening i was working to support my daughter and go to school at the same time and i was doing good but i wanted better and well i only got worse i met a girl that seen me struggeling and she offered me drugs and i started doing drugs and i became worse and worse i got into alot of trouble and i didnt care about myself for ever it seemed like. One night my sister invited me to her church and i was iffy so i went and got SAVED but i started compramising and i well backslid alot for about 1 and a half years and i was giving up on myself and in febuary i was going to move to Tucson AZ, and go to school until one day and i will never forget this day Febuary 21, 2008 jesus spoke to me these words and asked me these questions JESUS: MY BELOVED BRIANA I SEE THAT YOU ARE GOINT DOWN THE PATH THAT IS NOT OF MY WILL.
BRIANA: IS THIS A JOKE?
JESUS: I FELT YOU DIDNT NEED TO SO MUCH TALK TO ME FACE TO FACE , BUT LISTEN TO WHAT YOU NEED TO HEAR FROM ME.


I know that was a short piece of what he told me , but lets just say he POPS in every now and then that moment changed my life forever and it still is i love how jesus works and i love that we have a speacial bond between us and i just want to encourage all of you my brother and sisters in christ that jesus is there, i was going to go to destroy my life in Tucson i would be in hell at the age of 24 he gave me a choice and i chose JESUS and he took everything and threw all my sins away and i would never go back into this cold dark world i love my jesus and Thank you Jesus for loving me even when i didnt love myself as for me and my house we will serve the lord.. Amen.

Unfit Blogger

Ok i will admit i have been a unfit blogger lately

i have been a buisy mommy, but i want to update

everyone and let you know what has been going on

Christina had a cheer camp a couple of weeks ago

and it was so precious, they did a dance to the cinderella

song and lets just say we were there for 3 hours and the

dance was 27 sec. it was a blast and i wouldnt trade that

moment, i love being in her life and i love being there for her.

Thank you jesus for Christina.

First Day Of Kindergarden

This is Christina my daughter she started her first day of kindergarden today, and well lets just say im a little sad, and yes i will admit there were a few tears that ran down my face when i got done paying for her lunch and asking about when she will be home when she rides the bus they didnt have a clue what i was talking about and i was getting a little upset because no one in the school offfice would help me, until i heard someone say to me go she will be fine, no need to get upset, emedeintly i felt relief so on my way home i prayed that jesus would watch over her and keep her safe and that she would pray for her lunch everyday and not be ashamed of what jesus has done for the both of us . LORD RIGHT NOW I JUST PRAY THAT YOU HAVE YOUR HAND OVER CHRISTINA AND I PLEED THE BLOOD OF JESUS OVER HER, I PRAY THAT SHE WILL LIVE FOR YOU LIKE I DO THANK YOU FOR WATCHING OVER US AND PROTECTING US FROM ANYTHING THAT ISNT PLEASING TO YOU. AMEN

NOTW (NOT OF THIS WORLD)

Ok i started so late on my blog i couldnt sleep so i decided to take a few minutes and say i love being a real women of god lol i had to throw that in....The reason why im saying this is because i am a single young mother and well i have to be the provider and i have to go out into a world were people watch me to see if i realy am a christian and yes i get looked down on when i dont want to party and hook up with men of this world , the devil loves to atack me but thats why i look up and see gods Glory instead of looking down and giving satan the satisfaction of looking at him in hell, i know god didnt promise easy days he just promised it would be worth it in the end.... To be honest with you im so looking forward to see my savior..